Feeling fat

Hi everyone!

I am sad today. Yesterday I went to a family get together at my mum's house and I met my aunties and uncles. It's been some time since we last met, so they had to tell me that I gained weight (as if I don't know). I was a little shaky from all the alcohol I drank in the morning and couldn't handle them. Then my mum came to me, held me by my arms and told me that I needed to do some exercise, and that was the last straw. I left the party after 5 minutes. I really felt horrible. As if I didn't know that i need to loose weight, why should they hurt me like that. I am already conscious about my weight and my mum knows that, why did she have to do that? She lost a lot of weight in a year and she is always comparing herself to me, now she got to the stage where she has to put me down to feel good about her self, and I hate that.

After what happened yesterday I looked for sites that could help me and found a couple: http://www.theloseweightdiet.com and http://fitday.com/WebFit/Index.html
Check these sites out if you need some dieting tips. They give you free advice and the last one has a calorie chart.

I wish it was easier to loose weight. :(