Hi everyone!
I am sad today. Yesterday I went to a family get together at my mum's house and I met my aunties and uncles. It's been some time since we last met, so they had to tell me that I gained weight (as if I don't know). I was a little shaky from all the alcohol I drank in the morning and couldn't handle them. Then my mum came to me, held me by my arms and told me that I needed to do some exercise, and that was the last straw. I left the party after 5 minutes. I really felt horrible. As if I didn't know that i need to loose weight, why should they hurt me like that. I am already conscious about my weight and my mum knows that, why did she have to do that? She lost a lot of weight in a year and she is always comparing herself to me, now she got to the stage where she has to put me down to feel good about her self, and I hate that.
After what happened yesterday I looked for sites that could help me and found a couple: http://www.theloseweightdiet.com and http://fitday.com/WebFit/Index.html
Check these sites out if you need some dieting tips. They give you free advice and the last one has a calorie chart.
I wish it was easier to loose weight. :(
Sunday, September 9, 2007
Tuesday, August 28, 2007
England here we come...
Hi everyone!
It's been some time since I last sent a post. I've been out everyday and I enjoyed my self. Plus we decided to go for a holiday so my mind is occupied! :)
On Friday we went to eat at a friend's house and there were 2 English people in her yard. We didn't know what to say at first but both me and my fiancee, we are not the quiet type so we soon hit it off chatting about ourselves. Soon I thought that these two are like an English version to us! me and my fiancee both work in a school and so do they, they both like camping and so do we... We really had fun talking about going camping in Malta and they in England. They talked about 3 day festivals where people camp there and have bands all day... (drunk all day I thought :)! ) Wow... these guys were cool and soon we got really interested in going there camping and they offered to help if we did. That was really nice of them. On Saturday morning we decided to go for a camping trip to London!!! :) Now we are searching for flights and campsites and so on! I am really looking forward for this trip. I'm dreaming about this too. he he Yesterday I went to apply for a VISA and it was OK so now it's official... England here we come... in 3 weeks that is!
But there is an other thing.. me and my friends were planning to go for a shopping trip to Sicily and it would be a bit expensive. But now I am trying to tell my friends to go for this shopping trip in November to buy nice clothes for Christmas and New year's. Till now I had a good response but we have to meet up and talk about it all together.
On Saturday I had my hair cut and I am happy to say that I look good with my hair done. I always had long hair in my life, ever since I was a kid but now I really felt I needed a change and so I cut my hair just below my shoulder... drastic change for me and the people around me, because I was always referred to as the girl with the long black hair when I didn't have some fancy lights ( bright pink or red or purple etc...)
Well now you know what I've been up to! he he
It's been some time since I last sent a post. I've been out everyday and I enjoyed my self. Plus we decided to go for a holiday so my mind is occupied! :)
On Friday we went to eat at a friend's house and there were 2 English people in her yard. We didn't know what to say at first but both me and my fiancee, we are not the quiet type so we soon hit it off chatting about ourselves. Soon I thought that these two are like an English version to us! me and my fiancee both work in a school and so do they, they both like camping and so do we... We really had fun talking about going camping in Malta and they in England. They talked about 3 day festivals where people camp there and have bands all day... (drunk all day I thought :)! ) Wow... these guys were cool and soon we got really interested in going there camping and they offered to help if we did. That was really nice of them. On Saturday morning we decided to go for a camping trip to London!!! :) Now we are searching for flights and campsites and so on! I am really looking forward for this trip. I'm dreaming about this too. he he Yesterday I went to apply for a VISA and it was OK so now it's official... England here we come... in 3 weeks that is!
But there is an other thing.. me and my friends were planning to go for a shopping trip to Sicily and it would be a bit expensive. But now I am trying to tell my friends to go for this shopping trip in November to buy nice clothes for Christmas and New year's. Till now I had a good response but we have to meet up and talk about it all together.
On Saturday I had my hair cut and I am happy to say that I look good with my hair done. I always had long hair in my life, ever since I was a kid but now I really felt I needed a change and so I cut my hair just below my shoulder... drastic change for me and the people around me, because I was always referred to as the girl with the long black hair when I didn't have some fancy lights ( bright pink or red or purple etc...)
Well now you know what I've been up to! he he
Wednesday, August 22, 2007
I hate the damp...
Hi Everyone!
Today is very hot and damp again! The weather is horrible. The wind is blowing South and the sea in front of my house is grey and the beaches a filthy! It's like all the sea weed came up on shore for a party :) It's not that I go to swim here because its a rocky beach and I like to go to sandy beaches. Plus I don't like going on my own.
I didn't go walking today! Yesterday I walked too fast and i hurt my groins. So today I had to have a break. But still I didn't eat junk. I ate very little pasta at noon and an omelet this evening. But if tomorrow my legs feel better I intend on going walking, but maybe not that fast. It's better than doing nothing anyways.
I have to go and have a shower now. Talk to you later!
Today is very hot and damp again! The weather is horrible. The wind is blowing South and the sea in front of my house is grey and the beaches a filthy! It's like all the sea weed came up on shore for a party :) It's not that I go to swim here because its a rocky beach and I like to go to sandy beaches. Plus I don't like going on my own.
I didn't go walking today! Yesterday I walked too fast and i hurt my groins. So today I had to have a break. But still I didn't eat junk. I ate very little pasta at noon and an omelet this evening. But if tomorrow my legs feel better I intend on going walking, but maybe not that fast. It's better than doing nothing anyways.
I have to go and have a shower now. Talk to you later!
Tuesday, August 21, 2007
Hot and tiered...
Hi Everyone!
Today was really hot and damp. It was about 40 degrees today and of all days today we had to do some arrends at about 3 pm when it is the hottest. BUT... anyhow....
I still went walking today even though it was burning hot. It was harder today! As soon as I went out of the shower I realised that I was still burning. And now I am really tiered. As soon as I finished showering we had to go to my fiancee's aunt for about an hour and a half. When we left the place I was really really hungry. Thank God a friend of ours was not home because we would have gone over to her house too. Now I just ate some roast chicken nuggets and a salad. I am not full but I will try to snack on fruit till it is time to sleep.
Tomorrow I have to wake up a bit earlier because I have a driving lesson. Every time that I have a lesson I have an enxiety attack but than when I start the car I feel a bit better. Over here people are very fast and driving really fast and I get a bit scared but I must learn how to drive because I need freedom. I need to have more options and the possability to go where I want since the busses are so crappy here! Well I have to learn some time or other... Now is the best time to do it since I can effored to pay for the lessons. And I need a car to go to the gym and places where my bf is not interested.
Well if I really want to turn a page in my life, this is what I need to do!
Off to snack on some watermelon! Cya!
Today was really hot and damp. It was about 40 degrees today and of all days today we had to do some arrends at about 3 pm when it is the hottest. BUT... anyhow....
I still went walking today even though it was burning hot. It was harder today! As soon as I went out of the shower I realised that I was still burning. And now I am really tiered. As soon as I finished showering we had to go to my fiancee's aunt for about an hour and a half. When we left the place I was really really hungry. Thank God a friend of ours was not home because we would have gone over to her house too. Now I just ate some roast chicken nuggets and a salad. I am not full but I will try to snack on fruit till it is time to sleep.
Tomorrow I have to wake up a bit earlier because I have a driving lesson. Every time that I have a lesson I have an enxiety attack but than when I start the car I feel a bit better. Over here people are very fast and driving really fast and I get a bit scared but I must learn how to drive because I need freedom. I need to have more options and the possability to go where I want since the busses are so crappy here! Well I have to learn some time or other... Now is the best time to do it since I can effored to pay for the lessons. And I need a car to go to the gym and places where my bf is not interested.
Well if I really want to turn a page in my life, this is what I need to do!
Off to snack on some watermelon! Cya!
Monday, August 20, 2007
Walkies!
Hi everyone!
Today I am going to start my diet. From this morning till now I ate healty food wil veggies and fruit. I will soon be going walking for an hour. I will start to do some exercise. Maybe by the end of the year I will be in my best shape! :)
Let's get in shape baby!
Today I am going to start my diet. From this morning till now I ate healty food wil veggies and fruit. I will soon be going walking for an hour. I will start to do some exercise. Maybe by the end of the year I will be in my best shape! :)
Let's get in shape baby!
Hi Everyone!
Hi everyone!
This is my first time with this blog. I was reading the " Prima" mag and there where 3 wonderful ladies talking about their blog and how it helped them, and I liked the idea.
I really need to turn my life around, I am learning to drive and I am going to start studying again and most of all I am going to start to loose weight. I really love eating and dieting is very hard for me. As for exercise I live by the sea and can easily go for walks but really hate going on my own. But maybe this blog will help motivate me a bit more.
Thanks Judith O'Reilly, Charliebeth Oakes and Amity Reed. :)
This is my first time with this blog. I was reading the " Prima" mag and there where 3 wonderful ladies talking about their blog and how it helped them, and I liked the idea.
I really need to turn my life around, I am learning to drive and I am going to start studying again and most of all I am going to start to loose weight. I really love eating and dieting is very hard for me. As for exercise I live by the sea and can easily go for walks but really hate going on my own. But maybe this blog will help motivate me a bit more.
Thanks Judith O'Reilly, Charliebeth Oakes and Amity Reed. :)
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